My cousin DMC is the one who notices all of this stuff because he works close to the other cousin and they see each other all the time (they also both married Boston girls, unfortunately). But while he sees all that goes on, for some reason he thinks someone else should be the one to say something about it, particularly me. I'm guessing that's because I have no problem telling it like it is when I have something to say, although I do think it through before I comment on someone else's relationship since it really isn't my business. I did talk to both parties around Christmas and one of the things I put emphasis on was that things don't get fixed if you never talk about them, and you never talk about them if you're always both doing your own thing. That seems to be what they've fallen into once again. He traveled with her and all that for about a month, but then went back to work and it's like they're in separate lives again. They don't talk everyday and when they do talk, it's about basic ish like how their days were and not about the relationship itself. I know he wanted to try counseling and she wasn't a big fan, but short of that I don't know what could help them now. I'd hoped seeing my brother's marriage finally head down the path of divorce would wake them both up so they could see that things aren't all that bad. Yeah, it must be awful to not be able to have children, especially when you always saw that as a part of your plan, but it's not the end of the world. They could always still go forward with the adoption process, they know what it entails since they were kept in the loop by my sister when she adopted Mr. R some years back. But that doesn't happen if they can't get back to a good place.
This song came to mind as I was writing all of this. I don't know what their feelings are, they both said they still adore each other a few months ago but that life just got too hard and there's some sort of mental block there now. I feel like a mental block shouldn't be enough to keep two people who love each other apart, especially people who have loved each other for over a decade. I guess it's all just wait and see now, no one can do the work or decide whether to put in the work except for the two of them. And that sucks.